One year, I finally managed to attend the Gala. It was the first time I saw Paul Yeung, the face of FLL. He showed himself an genuine and enthusiastic gentleman. His speech was powerful and persuasive. He urged all lay Catholic to help in spreading the God’s message, in order to help more people to know God and return to God.

The following year, 2010, when I spotted the ad in the same church bulletin of a TV production workshop by FLL, I jumped to it right away, dragging my reluctant husband along.
I don’t know why I insisted on joining, albeit our full-time workload and busy schedule with other activities and commitment. I would say it’s God’s calling.

After the Workshop, we stayed on in the TV production team. Apart from on-going technical training, FLL organized retreats and faith formations for its volunteers, to clarify and harden our faith.

I got to know Paul better, and saw that he is humble, full of wisdom, yet extremely kind-hearted. I also witnessed how hard Paul and his small team of staff/volunteers had worked to produce the weekly episodes for viewers to enjoy and ponder. I was grateful that God had chosen me to be His tool. I will soldiered on with Paul Yeung and the Fountain of Love and Life team to spread His words.

Hence I feel quite discouraged by the current events surrounding FLL and it makes me wonder: Is our church a hypocritical church? At the end of every mass, the priest tells us “Go in peace to love and serve the Lord.” and yet in reality it seems some ministers hoard that power or freedom. Do lay people really have no freedom or right to evangelize? In a church where the pope encourages unity and compassion and inclusiveness, it seems some of its ministers are doing the opposite. How can the lay catholics’ voices be heard if they are repeatedly silenced?

Frankly I can tell you I am not someone with strong faith. However I do believe actions are stronger than words. I do believe that He is watching us. May He bless all who strive against the current, to do what is right, in His name, and help us to spread His love, even when it’s entirely against the odds.

這九年，不單令我靈性上有所增長，亦令我在待人接物上，成熟了很多。面對放在我們一個又一個的挑戰，我深信我們必能跨過。《生命恩泉》就是一個大家庭，每個人都會彼此照顧，彼此關愛，我們深信天主的軛是柔和的，擔子是輕鬆的，只要信賴天主，我們將可見到天主美麗和圓滿的安排。

By the grace of God, I have been welcomed into the FLL family with open arms in a warm, prayerful and loving work environment that I could not have even imagined before stepping in the door. The fruits of this ministry is out there for all to see, and I trust that God will not abandon us (Romans 8:35, 37-39) as long as we walk with Him.

我時常見證到身邊不去聖堂、未信主的親友，透過FLL的製作接觸到基督的褔音和道理，這令我很感動，也更珍惜這團體。也許FLL的成功，導致魔鬼想扼殺它的生存空間，但我相信既然FLL是天主的事工，天主自會給它一個出路。願主繼續祝福這個福傳的平台，及帶領我們繼續散播福音的種子，亞孟！